june 10th, 2013 was noah's due date. it's also his aunt laura's birthday. these two have much in common. and i want to say t...

it's quite fascinating. i realized today that for the last week-ish my emotions have kind of paralleled the emotions i was having that c...

the shame and guilt are heavy in this post.  i thought about skipping parts but i must honor our truth. and perhaps someone else sees themse...

i can't believe i haven't written on the blog since october. well. i'm back.  truth is i've never left. i'm stil...

i was nervous about announcing this pregnancy just like  my last pregnancy with miles , and essentially for the same reason - that people wo...

john and i attended a wedding this last weekend. on our anniversary. and it was awesome. it probably went down as one of our all-time fa...

on june 18, 2013 we realized we didn't get the miracle we were all hoping and praying for. noah died. he was not healed of his fata...